Why She?

And I went

on the road 

no street lights

DARKNESS

no pretty wind 

that's real night

little moonlight

cold weather

I saw

something

at a distance...

but nothing new

just street dogs

and no vehicles!

I hear 

someone following me

Oh! What's this now ?

is this unlucky me ?

And now

I felt

someone's hand 

on my shoulder

I shivered

I sweat

...

my heart announced to be dead

...

I turned

and ... 

A man, bearded

nothing to see in his face

except -

cleverness,

and nothing more.

He wrapped me tightly

in his arms -

I struggled

I was unable to breath

He tightened it

and it got

more and more

worsened.

I was shouting

so

he filled my mouth

with handkerchief

and made me

go with him

where... ?

Don't now !!

I realized

I must do something

Therefore, I relaxed

I relaxed in his arms.

I had to survive - I just relaxd

He made it loose

He pulled that crap, out of my mouth.

I said nothing,

nothing at that time.

and I went

with him

behind the wall.

Actually I wanted to 

restore all my power

Gain my strength

and I did,

and now it was

MY TIME.

He was walking 

by my left

I took out my knife

I turned right

then completed

my circle to

reach him from back

and stabbed him 

right there.

I pushed him 

He tried to reach me

get hold of me

my heart denied

and I became violent

I did all that I knew

stabbed him

again and again

kicked him hard

punched

pushed

knocked in the head

struck with knife

and I got reply also

He pulled

tried to snatch 

my knife

my life

and clothes too

I cried

shouted

ran from there

and

even then

he didn't freed me

in fact 

he chased me...

I was cruel

from outside

but terrified

from inside.

I found a rod 

picked it up

He reached me

tried to snatch 

and grabbed me

again

and I was not going

to give it to him

I managed to push him

by that rod

very hardly

and I bruised him

badly

I don't know how!

Finally, this time

perhaps, he was tired by now

he realized that I was not going to 

come with him

so he made some steps

backwards!!!

and amazingly 

he ran away

out of my sight...

and I 

dropped that rod

the rod - my friend

and all the fear

was now on my face

it dropped my body 

down

on the ground

I sat with 

..heavy heart

..filled eyes

..weak legs

..shaking fingers

..stabbed mind

and

...deaf ears...

After a long time

I realized again

it was night

and I was on the 

street, 

anything can happen 

again,

and I must move

must walk

must go

and I went

on the road

no street lights

DARKNESS.