This train ticket, these trolley bags,

and all the packing going on,

don’t let me forget

that I shall be moving on.

The new life brings new situations

which are yet to come.

But nothing makes me forget

I already have some.

Gaining courage to establish the fact

that I’ll have another home

That lamp says- don’t forget

silent will be your room.

That Almira in the corner and

the wall clock over there

know, I can’t forget

memories made in here.

Dear Orchestra of my Soul

I don’t remember when it began

There was a little band

It was a sunny day

And I started to play

The guitar was playing along with my fingers

The music was all that lingers

The saxophone kissed my lips

A land, where my music never stops

But then suddenly I sneezed and woke up

Was that gone?

Pleasant shivers still remain

The music still lingers

It was an orchestra of my soul

I don’t hope we meet again

I hope our relation never ends.

Are miracles just MIRAGE?

What do we believe is always very different from what we should trust. Should we trust that magic, miracles, deities, gods and goddesses are all real? What if we find one day that the world is such a different place than we think it is? What if our beliefs are all untrue?

I wonder, have I ever seen or felt or experienced the presence of some force that guides me in my decisions! Then I wonder that maybe there is some pseudo force which I am unaware of. But it seems like everybody around me is unaware and all they have in their mind are just the stories and tales of great people whom we call Gods and Goddesses. What if these characters are just brave people and they are not any God who is watching over us maintaining the balance of our good and bad deeds!

Is it possible when sometimes we think it is a miracle in front of our eyes, is really a miracle? Or it is that we are just unable to understand the logic behind that particular phenomena.

Nevertheless, I want to believe in magic. If it is out there, it is awesome. But I don’t know anybody who has experienced the magic and has rationally deducted the characteristics of magic.

We call the unknown by names such as Magic, Miracle, God etc.

There are some videos about Lord Shiva being not a God but an alien which in turn, is again the unknown.

I totally believe that there may be a governing body over us which satisfies all our beliefs like :

1. Heaven and Hell
2. Yin and Yang
3. Great powers of Gods
4. Mantra
5. The power of Shloka written in the Sanskrit language

and the list goes on…

But what if all this is unreal? I never get any answer when I ask ‘Goddess Durga! are you with us?’.

What if it’s all just a mirage?